Saturday, October 10, 2009
d sorrowness in me~ T.T
sometime i jz hate to see sweet couple walking, holding hands, hugging or do sweet stuff in front of me when my bf not wf me..it makes me feel like im a poor lil single girl even when i have bf on my own..
nowadays, we dont really sms dat much as we used to b4..cz his phone always ran out of battery again n again n again..
lately he's been out wf his frens doin stuff..i miss him so bad..i wanna meet him bt thr's nthn i can do..i cnt annoy him..its not cool...when he tells me dat he's going smewhr wf his frens, i'll be so damn sad bt i have to say "have fun" n laugh on d phone..i dont wanna cntrl him n not giving him freedom..
today he said d same thing..i was kinda moody..cnt even focus during my tuition class ..bt then again i tried to hold it back..i went out watch muvy wf my bro n his fren..bt i wasn't having fun like i normally do..maybe cz i miss him bt too bad...he went to kundasang..*dat's wht i tot*
when i called him..he was still here at k.k...i was so happy bt he was heading to Tg. Aru beach..haiz...:( i heard bridget's voice..i was so jealous...cz she gt to spend time wf her bf while me wf my imaginary Leo....:( d thing dat annoys me is...how cme she seems happy n able to hang out wf her bf even when they'r so bz packing to go to KUNDASANG...!!?? im still blurr~~
n last nite i went to few pubs wf 1 of my girl...i tried to call him n his fren..bt no responds...ouh well...i jz acc my fren then...another lonely nite~~~
anyways, ppl out thr especially who r dating...enjoy every moment u have wf ur partner..cz when one of u has to go travel smewhr...at least u gt smethg on ur mind dat can keep u smiling..i jz wish i can spend sme quality tme wf leo... not once a week...wtf is dat...haiz...
dat's it frm me...sorry for my language...im not in a good mood T.T...c ya soon..bye2
*ivy*
nowadays, we dont really sms dat much as we used to b4..cz his phone always ran out of battery again n again n again..
lately he's been out wf his frens doin stuff..i miss him so bad..i wanna meet him bt thr's nthn i can do..i cnt annoy him..its not cool...when he tells me dat he's going smewhr wf his frens, i'll be so damn sad bt i have to say "have fun" n laugh on d phone..i dont wanna cntrl him n not giving him freedom..
today he said d same thing..i was kinda moody..cnt even focus during my tuition class ..bt then again i tried to hold it back..i went out watch muvy wf my bro n his fren..bt i wasn't having fun like i normally do..maybe cz i miss him bt too bad...he went to kundasang..*dat's wht i tot*
when i called him..he was still here at k.k...i was so happy bt he was heading to Tg. Aru beach..haiz...:( i heard bridget's voice..i was so jealous...cz she gt to spend time wf her bf while me wf my imaginary Leo....:( d thing dat annoys me is...how cme she seems happy n able to hang out wf her bf even when they'r so bz packing to go to KUNDASANG...!!?? im still blurr~~
n last nite i went to few pubs wf 1 of my girl...i tried to call him n his fren..bt no responds...ouh well...i jz acc my fren then...another lonely nite~~~
anyways, ppl out thr especially who r dating...enjoy every moment u have wf ur partner..cz when one of u has to go travel smewhr...at least u gt smethg on ur mind dat can keep u smiling..i jz wish i can spend sme quality tme wf leo... not once a week...wtf is dat...haiz...
dat's it frm me...sorry for my language...im not in a good mood T.T...c ya soon..bye2
*ivy*
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