Tuesday, October 20, 2009

emo me...:(


normally...no matter wht hppnd especially bad things...i still stay happy or maybe jz hide my sorrowness.... bt this time its totally different... maybe its jz my feeling..hope not..
its been couple days we didnt meet...jz chat on9..although we did talk to each other..bt d feeling is not d same..
sunday was d last time we spent our time together...we enjoyed it so much bt then again..it ended up in a different way...i've been crying for 2days straight...n my body shaking...feel so weak...bt d worst part is my heart...it breaks into pieces till now...d only thing dat can cure my pain is meeting him n spend time wf him...i'll do anything.even to risk my life jz to meet him..
i miss my hubb so much..only spanky dat i can hug now..how i wish spanky was him..
idk...lately i've so quite..even d funniest thing on earth cant make me laugh..i might smile or look happy bt y heart..no..as long as i havent meet him or see him perhaps hug him....i wont be happy..NO WAY..
pls god..i wanna be wf him...whenever i started to think abt leo...it jz makes my tears start dripping..my mind go insane...idk wht im thinking...ONLY HIM in my mind n my heart..
haiz...how long is this gonna last..?? its painful..
anyways...dat's it frm me..i dont wanna cry again....im too weak to cry even more..

i love ya hubb..muacxzzz
~missing you~
*ivy*


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