Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Why i am So Moody...

Why Am I So Moody...



Last night and Tonight...ive been really moody...and emoish...well today i feel better then last nite...bcos whole day and afternoon got spent time with my lao po online....haiiix but is jst not the same as b4...well my feelings are still the same...my love is still the same but...is jst...when she is offline...my heart starts to beat slower like i am about to die...reason mayb is bcos...i cant contact her...like b4...cant sms with her until both of us fall asleep...gosh...this feeling deep inside is like so...hard to bear...it doesnt feel good inside...and my poor baby is jst so sad and well we eventually cried ourself to sleep last night...both of us...bcos we missed each other so much...bcos we love each other so much ady...like crazy for each other...but the thing is...theres nothing we can do but jst hope things settled out...we didnt blamed each other for wat happen bcos both of us oso got wrong...so end of story...besides blaming doesnt do anything at all...and if its both wrong...then is fair i guess...but yeahhh i dunno wats going on with me...is jst u know, the all so cheerful and carefree leo...tat is always fun fun and happy has like went into hibernation and sleep until everything is settle, then out comes this emo-ish but yet heart full of missing wifeyness written all over his face and jst literally change who i am...i jst feel bad and i need her so much...like a drug addict and she's my drug...but either ways...this is coming from my heart at this moment i am writing this...i might sound emo but....hmmmm dw ill be fine as long as this shit is settled...then ill be back to normal...haiiiix ive changed so much dat even smoking doesnt feel so good anymore...most of the time when i am stress and smoke ill be fine in minutes, now lol ive completely have no feel to anything but apart from her...i just hope lao po can be strong and tough so she will be able to endure this till the end when its all settled down...good luck baby...and good luck to me too well dats all for now...


Day 3 Has Began...i wonder how long it will take to settle...
Missing My Lao Po so Much...
Leos2Ivy
Signing out
Good Night Baby Boo
Sweet Dreams My Dear
I Love You Muackxxx

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